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Created on 2008-04-15 03:03:37 (#15376821), last updated 2008-06-29
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Basic Info| Name: | frailthinlovely |
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| Birthdate: | 1981-07-25 |
| Location: | United States |
BioMy name's Melly, short for Melora, I'm 26 and a nurse, and a full-time medical student (I plan to be a doctor some day). Though of course, I myself am far from healthy, I have a past that's fractured by eating disorders.
I've had an eating disorder for 8 years now. I started at 173 pounds on my 5'6 frame, 8 years ago, and within two years was down to 102 pounds. Since then my weight bounced up and down, going in and out of recovery periods, going through good times and bad times. As of April 2008 I was at 143 pounds, my highest weight since I was pregnant with my daughter, and the longest I had gone without resorting to my ED to fix my endless weight problems. And then I relapsed into anorexia again.
I'd been bulimic consistently for 8 years now, and anorexic on and off. Even when I was recovered I never quite stopped binging and purging. Of course, I don't think you ever stop being anorexic in your mind - you still have the thoughts, you still have the feelings, the endless comparisons and behaviors; you just slowly learn to not acknowledge them or act on them in recovery. I've been there at points but something has always dragged me back.
My weight.
My waistline.
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